Memories...
Monday, February 28, 2005
Beach Vball went well despite the rain which started in the morning, and which gave us the start we didn’t want haha, but glad that everything was ironed out and everyone had fun! Thanks to all those who came down and helped out in one way or another!
Haha, lotsa hot babes in bikinis, tog with the beach, sun and the sea, what more can I ask for man? :p enjoyed myself thoroughly at Sentosa, even with all the stuff to be done.
Had a good sleep on sat night, something which I haven’t had for a long long week. Watched White Noise todae, great movie. Recommended to everyone haha.
Had tiramisu at coffee club express!!! Gasp, haha, after a long lull period I managed to get my hands on them today finally! Hai, but somehow todae’s standard wasn’t as good as previous times when I ate them..Shucks, or could it be that I m tired of it oredi?
Dropped by school after that at night to use the computer, coz my bro had to rush essay using the com at home. Had a good chat with clement, glad that he seems ok now and that we clarified things.
Rushed back to catch the league cup final, sigh, didn’t want Chelsea to win and 1st time I actually wanted Liverpool to win a trophy!
Steven Gerrard u fucking idiot, always kao pei ing and whining that the team wasn’t good enuff for u, but when it came to crunch time, u let Liverpool down. It wasn’t just the own goal he scored, his overall play and inspiration didn’t help liverpool’s cause. It was so obvious at the end of normal time. While John Terry and Lampard were rallying Chelsea’s players, I couldn’t see Gerrard doing the same. Guess he was too affected by his own goal.
There are 2 things that can happen to him after this match. Firstly, I personally feel after this match, the cause for him going either Real Madrid or Barcelona is higher than him going to Chelsea when the season ends. Imagine what people in England would say if he moves to Chelsea, they would prob say that he gifted and rescued Chelsea’s season for them, and all kinds of stuff.
The 2nd thing that can happen is that he feels totally fucked up (which he shud) coz he resulted in Liverpool losing, making him determined to stay at Anfield to make amends.
Start of a new week, and more crunch time coming. Glad I cleared a PS essay oredi.
Saturday, February 26, 2005
time now is 415 am, i am in the clubroom. Just came back from sentosa with Song Kwang after preparing all the Beach Volleyball stuff..Gonna take a short nap before setting off again at around 6.
Realize i was really really in a bad mood yesterdae, yeah..but i m fine again. Just need more sleep and rest. Slept for like only a total of less than 6 hours for the past 3 days man haha..
Finally Beach Volleyball has come haha..Everything looks all set to go. Cant wait to busk in the sun and the beach haha!
Thursday, February 24, 2005
united lost to milan....very very very disappointing performance..i was so angry and disappointed that i couldnt stop cursing and swearing at the screen after the match ended. The result means so much to me, and really made my dae, made my dae damn xian, damn bad mood.
Some more didnt sleep much, coz was preparing esssay stuff. Tonight also no need sleep again, but at least after i clear this essay, things will be less tight for march, where i m expecting a very very very busy month.
I ask myself a lot a lot a lot of times whether its my fault that i didnt supervise Beach Volleyball much closer. It feels so sickening and tiring to be stuck in the middle. I feel like a fucking piece of ham in the middle of a fucking sandwich sometimes. So many things not as if i didnt say early on. Fuck.
Too late to dwell so much into such things when the event is just a day away though.
Bad mood.
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
haha, these couple of daes i realize a lot of people are reading all e crap that i have been writing on my blog, which proves my point:
People like to read crap.
HAHAHAHAHA LOL. Btw, i didnt know what LOL stands for all these years until last year when some kind soul enlightened me haha. Anyway hope all my crap can lighten yr dae my dear reader.
Just came back not long ago from China Black (again! Gasp!) Went to support some of my Sports Club frenz who are organizing the bash there..There is a big difference between Engin bash and this bash which is damn evident and obvious. The babes. hahaha, yes, big difference. Actually there were a lot of NTU and SMU people there as well, saw a lot of old frenz again...But the crowd wasnt there leh..
I was right on time for the peagant and well, there was this part when the MC hornily asked one of the female contestants what was the colour of her undergarment she was wearing...and guess what she replied????
This was her answer (word for word): "Oh sorry, but i m not wearing any" (in a coy voice)
WAH LAU MAN, U CAN IMAGINE THE RESPONSE FROM THE CROWD. THERE WAS A BIG HOOHAH AND UPROAR, ESP FROM ALL THE HOT-BLOODED MALES THERE (INCLUDING YOURS TRULY) HAHAHAHA
Nose bleed ah everyone. From a sociological perspective, this girl (cant rem her name) is a deviant man. Think she s from SMU, def not from NUS.
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There is a reason why a Harley Davidson bike is known as Road King. Everytime u ride on the road, that unmistakable booming and blasting sound of a Harley can be heard from a few hundred metres away.
As it gets nearer and nearer to you, you know its coming, becoz u cant hear anything else..The power of the engine noise just drown you away. In fact, its like a big steam tank coming your way. Damn powerful and intimidating bike, which just makes all the other vehicles (be it car, lorry, bus) on the road look like small fries.
Always been my dream to ride a Harley. But i calculated that it ll prob take me at least 7 more years before i can fufill that dream. haha, have to wait..
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!!! :p
i cant stop grinning and laughing to myself now,
not becoz i bought a new full-face helmet from my fren,
not becoz i am going insane from realizing that my essay deadline is coming,
not becoz i m finally turning gay,
but becoz...............
HAHAHAHHAHAHA I DISCOVERED A VALENTINE DAE S SECRET OF SOMEONE!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAH
TSK TSK, SCANDALOUS MAN HAHAHAHAHHA BUT DUN WORRY MY FREN, WHEREVER U ARE I WILL NOT REVEAL THIS SCANDALOUS SCANDAL WHICH REALLY SHOCKED AND MADE ME GRIN FOR ONE WHOLE HOUR AHAHHAHAHAHAHA
ooooooohh...i just cant believe it man..hahahahhaa, i totally didnt see it coming man hahahhahahahahahahhahahahahaahahhahahahahahah
tsk tsk, tsk tsk, HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA
went with Chen Shui Bian of SLC for steamboat dinner at marina..the food there is turning more and more crap, but now they have goreng pisang which tastes good. This place ah, brings me so much memories man..i had dinner there with OAC frenz, OBS frenz, JC classmates, Army frenz..almost all groups of frenz. We ate and talked a lot of cock, rubbish..hahahaha turns out that all e 3 girls there all pluck their eye brows hahahha..hmmm, clement's attached. haha good lah, finally e truth is out.
not bad lah, even though we were not in full force we still talked a lot haha..Elaine keeps saying she s serious, even when she's not hahahah! A serious person wont say she s serious lah hahaha..kao, and i realize Lynette and Elaine are very whiny!! (something which i somehow failed to notice earlier) Peiwen is e more relaxed, non-whiny, composed, yet sweet kind of cute girl. Cool. Haha, i love my group man. Got crappy guys and fun-loving girls.
i dunno why, everytime i tell a girl that they are very whiny, they somehow just whine some more..HAHAHAH, whazzzzzupppp man??!! (normally they will say "i where got whine" in a whiny voice..heh, proves my point)
Frente - Bizarre Love Triangleeverytime i see u falling i get down on my knees and praywaiting for the final momentyou say the words that i cant say
Monday, February 21, 2005
An interesting article i came across haha..wanna share with all u boys and girls :pA wise man once told me, "As a man, you have to die once in order to live." I never fully appreciated his advice, nor did I understand it until I experienced it firsthand. From that time on, I understood the origins of the Jerk vs. Nice Guy battle.
Readers may be asking themselves, "What in the world is this guy talking about?" Well, I'm referring to the widely known fact that women habitually date men that are jerks while the "nice" guys are often left twiddling their thumbs in solitaire. Does this sound familiar to anyone?
Figuratively speaking, in order for a man to enjoy the company of women and be able to seduce them, his inner nice guy must first die through heartache. It is at this point that his inner bad boy surfaces and goes on the prowl. Any man that has experienced true love, only to have his heart crushed by the woman that he thought he would spend his life with, will understand what I am talking about.
A man that has never experienced the heartache of being burned by the one person he really trusted probably won't understand my commentary. In any case, it is important to understand why nice guys finish last and why they probably always will.
Contrary to what most women think, men are interested in successful relationships. Most men will never pass up the chance to date the woman of their dreams. In fact, when a man does encounter this rarity of a woman, his passion gets the better of him. The thoughts that race through his mind are something along the lines of, "This woman is a keeper. I'm going to treat her right and do all I can to make her happy."
The only problem with being the nice guy is that you also become the boring, predictable guy. The excitement of the seduction process begins to fade for the woman because she has what she wants and doesn't have to do any chasing. Eventually the woman starts losing interest and before you know it, her eyes start to wander.
In the end, she'll look for a new man who will bring excitement back into her life by being the "new and improved" challenge. Pursuit and excitement usually stem from selfish attitudes, much like the bad boy who doesn't care about anyone but himself. The nice guy will be left heartbroken and will start wondering what in the world he did wrong.
It's at this point that men begin to realize that most women generally don't know what they want from us. Evidently, being the nice guy certainly doesn't help. The conclusion of the aforementioned scenario? The death of the nice guy persona. So that's the life and death of the nice guy and, as a result, "Mr. Nice" is resurrected into "Mr. Jerk
If nice guys are what women really want, then why is it that most nice guys are single? Why is it that we constantly hear stories about women dating big jerks that took them for a ride -- literally? The fact is that women generally don't want nice guys, or maybe they're too busy chasing after jerks to realize that they do. Why? Because women act on impulse and emotion rather than fact. Who do you suppose brings out these same irrepressible emotions in women? The jerks, of course.
So what does this all add up to? No one wants to get hurt, but in the same instance, no one wants to be perceived as a jerk either. That is why it's important to have a balanced attitude towards relationships.
A man has to be able to court a woman, amuse her and excite her while continuously remaining a challenge. In other words, be nice to women, but remember who comes first in life; you, your irreplaceable family and friends, and then your woman.
wow, i enjoyed my sundae thoroughly. Woke up early in the morning for soccer match at Marina South with e Arts Club team. It was damn damn freaking hot, and the pitch was totally terrible man...ma jiam playing on a desert. Everything u swing yr boot and kick, a huge pile of dust and dirt will swirl in the air. The ball doesnt bounce properly, so we couldnt pass properly as well. Haha, worst thing was that my boots which are not even a year old, has torn again.. I was playing halfway when i had to tear e entire sole with e studs off.
haha, but important thing is that we won. Kok Leong made e most of a tackle and had a good dive in the penalty area. I took the penalty and was glad it went in, as the keeper managed to get a hand to it. We eventually won 1-0, which was a great relief, coz we havent seem to win for very long haha!
went orchard heeren after that..glad to see many more teams joining Beach Vball liao..haha to anyone reading this, pls help publicize or join to support!! :p
steamboat with Chen Shui Bian later haha..very much looking foward to it. wud be the 2nd time in 2 daes that i m going marina south..
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Arts camp meeting on fri night went well..glad to see everyone so passionate and things are getting done..at this pace everything shud be ok
haha, cant believe i went engin bash after that at china black, even though i was fucking tired coz e previous night didnt sleep much..went to support Engin Club a bit..but it was quite fucked-up lah e bash honestly..soooooo many guys and soooooo little girls. And the quality of the girls there also haha, got those kind of typical engin girl look. Cannot make it man. Me, xuzi and steven unanimously agree that a lunch at arts canteen wud serve up 10 times more babes than at the bash.
haha..never tot that i ll miss all u arts girls..i guess when u are always around hot babes in arts, expectation levels and standards rise steeply.
saw john, as usual, got new girl to intro. haha. Saw a fucking gay (who is like the size of alex, if not bigger) dancing like a well, fucking gay? on the podium. Big turnoff. I guess if i m a gay, i wud go for engin bash lah, soooo many guys haahaah.
KR bash at rouge tonight. good luck to them. Actually wanted to go support zhonghan as he s performing a solo part for his band over there, but i swore after Arts Bash 1 never to go that fucked up place again.
Had a soccer match todae back at chinese high. And another match coming up tom for Arts club at marina south. Tired but shiok man. :p
Scandalous by
Mis-teeq
Friday, February 18, 2005
a chop chop entry now..time now 530 am. Didnt sleep the whole night, coz it was one of those nights when you get caught up in the momentum of things and plannning..felt that i got a bit of momentum tonight, so shud keep going.
finally sent the mass mails to all e faculty Sports secs for ifg soccer, so at least cleared one thing first. Send out a lot of emails tonight actually haha..worried about beach volleyball, but somehow a gut feeling inside me tells me we can still pull it off
sometimes in life you just wish that you could stop time isnt it? Kinda like watching vcd, you press a pause button and everything stops. Then you could go on to do lotsa lotsa things.
Need to service my bike, but cant find the time, haha or maybe i m just plain stubborn to let go of my wife for one two days. I HATE taking buses. Hah :)
Back for Good, still my fave song
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
went to play a bit of soccer and then SRC meetin in the evening..fuck man, everytime go there got new arrows..4th March is a magical deadline ===> gotta finish recruiting and submit players list for touch rugby, soccer, table tennis, badminton, squash,track and field...not funny man..I still have to organize the IFG soccer for all the faculties..thank god i have Kumar who is damn capable to help me..
Still lots to do for Arts Camp and Beach Volleyball as well..phew, so many things on my mind that i need to come here for a while and let out a bit of steam..Worries and complications never seem to end regarding work
hope everyone had a good valentine's dae haha..sure was an exciting day in school
ahhhhh talking about V-dae, interesting topic. When i was young, V-dae was an important dae for the boys coz its a good time to confess yr love for a girl...as i grow older i realize V-dae is so so commercialized these daes..I was at Orchard on Sunday and saw so many public booths..haha, actually its kinda like a double-edged sword lah, if no such apparent commercialization, then the V-dae festive atmosphere wont seem to be there...but its also coz of so such commercialization that V-dae becomes so commercialized (HAHAHA, u get e point)
nothing beats a good old fashioned flower for a girl on v-dae haha..hope that my flowers to all my female frenz have at least brighten up yr V-dae by a little, esp e sunflower to min min..HAHAHAH i was joking when i said that the sunflower looks fierce and rowdy just like u (erhem, actually also got an element of truth lah but anyway)...the sunflower was there to brighten up your dae min min!! haha, coz i know u put in a lot a lot of effort for e V-dae bazaar..felt v guilty that i couldnt come back on Sundae to help out more with the preparations
funny..its the first time in a long long while that i havent been interested in having a relationship with any girl, even though chances have been there..unlike the past, i m now able to tell myself that relationships can wait, but work cant. I m just so preoccupied with work and studies that i feel i dun even have enough quality time for myself, let alone a relationship..and if i think that i cant be a good boyfren at this moment, then i ll rather not initiate or start a relationship..something that i learnt after my previous breakup
I m waiting eagerly for my bike instalments to be cleared up...after this week, i ll have only 2 more payments left! Having and owning my own bike has always been one personal dream for me, and i m realli glad that one whole year of paying for this bike is finally going to be over soon. I squirmed and saved up so much for it...and the fact that i have supported it all this while with my own income without taking money from my parents for it makes it so much sweeter and proud for me.
Monday, February 14, 2005
went Double O in the end last night, haha..had a great time..most important to me is that John seems fine after his break-up. Wasnt in the clubbing mood actually..in fact a lot of things which i needed to settle, but i decided to push them back
When your friends are down, you have to be there..i know very well how it feels when a relationship ends..i have been thru it 5 times, and every single time the feeling i get is terrible, be it who initiated the break up. I was lucky becoz everytime, i had friends around me who provided a listening ear, advice, and really for just being there for me and lifting me up thru those tough periods. Haha, at least johnny seems fine this time round.
Me, him, and corrine waited outside china black for an hour, before we realized it wasnt worth the time and effort. So we proceeded to Tumble at Goodwood Park Hotel, and realize minimum entry age for guys is 26 hahaha..so we went on to Mohammed Sultan, checked out a few places, before eventually settling on Double O. Drinks there are the cheapest i have seen for a club, and got quite a crowd. However, it was the first time in my life that i have seen so many really fat girls (and i mean really fat!) at a club..kao..that was quite a turnoff for us ahhahahaha..
got this group of girls i suppose drank too much..dancing v wildly, and came up to us gyrating real closely..and sending out a lot of signals to pick them up..but i think they were too young, at most prob only 18..corrine found them a real turnoff hahaha..music was good, but wasnt really in the mood
Saturday, February 12, 2005
to club or not to club tonight? hmmm...my dear john has broke up with his latest girlfriend yet again...need to talk to him man, but a club s not exactly e best place to talk
i passed up china black last night for a good old mahjong session..made me damn lethargic now..soccer match s cancelled xian, and i m contemplating whether i shud go down now to check out aloha loyang chalets for arts camp
so many things to do, even on a sat when its supposed to be no work, and all play haha~
Thursday, February 10, 2005
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRENZ ALL OUT THERE!! HAHA, EVEN IF YOU ARE NOT ENJOYING THE NEW YEAR, HEY, AT LEAST DUN HAVE TO GO SCHOOL RITE!? :p
quite immune to all the visits to relatives after all these years..feels great to see some of my cousins though, and see how much they have grown. hahahaha, i got this niece who s sec 1 this year, she used to be very cute when she s v young..then last 2 years during cny she became plump..this year i was speculating with my brother that she wud become fatter, but omigosh! She 's grown into one fine lady..taller, slimmer and more attractive..haha..i guess nu3 ren2 18 one stalk of flower (even though she still not 18 yet)
i kinda saw her grow throughout all these years..i was there when she was just a 1 month old baby!! i still remember that v clearly..which brings me to the thought, all our aunts, uncles, grandparents prob saw us when we were babies as well..which explains why every year, they all all go hoo haa over whos grown taller, fatter, slimmer, blah blah blah..
haha, i realize this coz of the way i look at my niece as well..man..one day she's gonna call me Uncle Hock (not yet anyway)
of coz, its always during cny when u realized how much older you ll have grown..my two younger cousins..one s going ns this year..e other s turning 18 this year and waiting for O level results, and he wants to learn riding a bike when he turns 18 hhaaha!
speaking of which..as expected, everyone (all the auntie uncles plus my mum again of coz) niao me about riding bike blah blah blah..and my long hair hahahaha...totally expected man..
wont say i enjoy myself thoroughly, but at least i know my grandparents sure were glad to see all their many grandchildren, and i m happy to be able to contribute to that haha..
been sleeping a lot these two days to catch up on some much needed sleep haha, coz i m expecting a very very busy coming few weeks again
Sunday, February 06, 2005
i love sundays.. its more or less the only time and day of the week where i have time away from work, from everything. Its normally a sunday when i can sleep all i can, wake up late, and look back, reflect on the events of the past week..while planning and looking foward to the new week.
Personal time for yourself is crucial, especially in this new age and university life where everything moves so fast, that before you know it, half a year or a semester is oredi over. Haha. I like to take sundays to spend some time with my family as well, even though they can be very naggy sometimes, esp my mum and sis.
A famous quote which has guided me for much of my life:
"Sometimes in life you need to take 2 steps back in order to move one step foward"
Played mahjong with steven, john and corrine over friday night haha..John i have never smelled such stinky feet as yours since army daes..then took MC photo on sat morning where we had to dress nice nice again with shirt and tie haha..strange as it may sounds coming from me, i actually look foward to such dressing up occasions now and then. When i first joined MC, i wasnt very keen on all these dressing up, but you learn quickly that its all about projecting a professional image, something which i learnt a lot and appreciate from my MC stint. Little things we do and practice here today as students will come in handy and prepare us a lot for future work and job interviews, presentations etc.
i dun consciously try to dress as an ah beng, but somehow it always turn out that way, or rather people look at me that way... haha :p i m totally cool with that though, as long as i feel comfortable myself with what i m wearing.
Anyway, e photoshoot was short..haha i have never been photogenic since young, so no comments. I still remember v clearly that when i was young, whenever my parents or relatives wanna take a picture of me, i wud cry! haha..i got some pictures as a baby crying which my mum shows me to prove it. Maybe thats a generic reason why i dun feel comfortable of taking pictures. haha, but nmind, as long as the real person looks good can liao! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
played soccer with my old old frenz from chinese high and hwa chong for the whole afternoon till evening, and went for dinner with them. Was great to see so many old faces!! Last time we used to play every week, but nowadays coz of commitments, all of us find it hard to meet up more regularly. Most of these guys are frenz i have known for almost 8 long years since chinese high days, so seeing them always bring them memories haha..Some of us have longer hair now also haha, not just me.
CNY s coming, but somehow i m not so in the mood as compared to last time haha..
In the background ==>
Always be my baby by mariah carey..one of my fave songs, and it reminds me of this girl haha.....
Friday, February 04, 2005
ahhhhhhhhhh.......the weekend is finally here! :p ahahhahaha..been looking foward to it ever since mondae
had some severe misunderstandings cleared up this week..felt much better after that..its amazing sometimes what rubbish and gossip can be churned out of people 's mouths.
had a very interesting marketing tutorial yest..the tutor was some professional EQ and behavioural consultant and she said a lot of funny stuff..quite refreshing her tutorials..haha, then got this part she was saying that girls should try and get attached when they are in university, or else next time may have problem finding when outside working or something like that. When we were young, our parents always told us that "want to find boyfren/ girlfren should wait until university, now you are too young lah blah blah blah". And lots of girls always believe their parents unfortunately haha!
i know i wont discourage my future children from having early relationships next time. If i have a son (which i really hope i will), i will teach him all the little tricks to win a lady's heart. HAHA!! basically i ll teach him a lot of funny things lah haha.. If i have a daughter (which i also hope i will), i will teach her how to counter all the little tricks other boys use on her. HAAHAHHA..then i will want her to bring her boyfren back home so that all of us can have a nice dinner together. hmmm..i guess i wont mind if he has long wavy hair, and rides a motorbike (heh heh) Better still, if he rides a bike too we could go for a little spin together HAHAHAHAHHA
Played soccer on tuesday, damn shiok man..havent played for like 2 months? Terrible man! In the past i played almost every week at chinese high field..come to uni, its very hard for all our old mates to meet up and play..haha anyway it really feels great to whack a ball again..wed went jogging..wah..was very impressed with alvin..he may look tired, but he pushed himself to run all the way and 4.8 km (12 rounds without stopping) I like that kind of determination man haha!
what a win over arsenal!!!! yooohoooo!! that result made my week really...Chelsea winning dampened my spirits a little but regardless, what a fantastic result man by United!
