Memories...
Thursday, March 31, 2005
haha, todae s meeting was damn funny lah. We decided to play a trick on Giang to celebrate her belated birthdae. So we all ganged up to fake her. Steven pretended to be in a unreasonable mood and wanted to sack Suzi from the MC, claiming that he did not do any marketing work. Then we all take turns to defend him and kao bei each other. This went on for almost 15 minutes HAHAHHAA..Then chonghan threaten to quit FOP and niao back stevie, while i hung my head down, pretending to be exasperated with the situation. Giang almost believed i cried HAHAHHAHAAH..then peipei kena best actress award lah, she like damn fierce back to stevie and acted like damn real lah hahah. Gerri also acted well, kao i tot she and june didnt know we all were play acting.
So after countless rounds of very serious arguing and niaoing, suzi stood up, slammed his laptop shut, and stormed out of the room. Ning ning and company then pretended to go find and comfort him. HHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!! on some occasions we had to cover our mouths with the minutes to avoid giving the game away.
Giang appeared to be visibly upset. Then suzi and company suddenly return with the bdae cake and hoohah! hahaahahah, as expected, tears flowed down her cheeks.HAHAHHAHAHA!! damn shiok lah, oh and that idiot beng chong dunno how to act wan ahahahhaha
THE BDAE CAKE WAS SHREWDLY AND SMARTLY A TIRAMISU ONE. SMART CHOICE, BUT ERHEM THE QUALITY NOT V GOOD LEH..NOW I NOE BREADTALK TIRAMISU CAKE NOT NICE WAN.
damn funny lah hai..this incident made my dae lah haha..after a terrible 12 hour marathon with my essay earlier to hit the deadline right smack at six pm. Didnt have lunch, didnt have dinner, and didnt sleep much. Essays are fucking bad for health lah, thank god no more for the time being liao.
to keep myself from dozing off at tuition, i ask my kid to get me some sweets. Heh. Then i nicely told him that if he does well for exams, i ll bring him out to watch movie. (this trick actually works better with my female students heh heh) He s a damn crazy kid lah, suddenly out of nowhere will start singing and dancing when i talking half way. haha, yeah, but he s a nice real lively boy..can understand why his mum adores him so much. I would too, if i had a son like him. i always strangle him, pull his ear, and tickle him during lessons haha, so fun.
tomolo s ifg soccer 3rd-4th placing match against Law. Sigh, still got that kind of sucky feeling after getting knocked out from semis..Not a case of sour grapes but the only good player in Bizad team is really Sandi..still think we should have beaten them lah fuck. Irfan sent a mail out all to all the guys just now, think he felt quite disillusioned with some of the team selection..nmind!!! must concentrate on the match tom!!! GROWL ROARRRR
EVERYBODY PUT YR HANDS UP AND SING WITH ME
YES PUT YR HANDS UP AND SING WITH ME
SING SING SING WITH ME
NO MORE FUCKING ESSAYS!
NO MORE FUCKING SLEEPLESS NIGHTS!
NO MORE FUCKING TRIPS TO THE LIBRARY!
NO MORE MAN NO MORE!
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YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
it hurts to lose to bizad..damn xian and disappointing. All their goals came from set-pieces, and the penalty was such a blatant dive by their player. Somehow we didnt play well as a team todae. James got an ankle injury, Charles looked tired, Harold was injuried after first half, Kumar wasnt feeling well, Weixiang was still apparently injured, Wanyuan could only arrive at half-time.
i hate the feeling of losing. Absolutely hate the feeling.
still got a fucking essay to hand up tom. I skipped todae's lect, and i have decided to skip tom's tutorial and lect as well. Deadline timing is 6pm..i suspect i ll finish around 3 pm tom.
its gonna be a long long night.
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
tsk tsk, src meeting took a bloody 3 hours. Nothing all the sports secs could do, except kena more arrows. I feel damn sad and sorry for my next sports sec lah, my understudy whoever he or her is, gonna kena a lot of stuff man.
gotta go full steam for my essay man..thurs deadline..i am running out of time.
so many hot babes in arts, what a pleasure to be here haahahahhaahh
chionging my essay...bah..another few daes of sleepless nights..damn irritating sia..decide to camp in school liao
just now was having tuition with my kid. Talked halfway and i suddenly fell asleep! WAHAHAHHWAHAH i m serious man. Then he woke me up by shouting 'teacher!'..so i pretended again that i was deep in thought, and immediately start blabbering stuff when i woke up.
manz...
Sunday, March 27, 2005
i slept like a pig for the whole of sunday. I woke up at about 1 pm coz my mum cooked lunch, and i only get to eat her lunch once every week. Haha, guess what..after i ate her lunch, i read the papers and went back to sleep again. Then woke up at about 7 pm coz my mum cooked dinner, and i only get to eat her dinner once every week. Funny coz i didnt feel hungry for once, perhaps sleep does make a person full. YUM YUM!!
got a lot of nitty-gritty stuff which i need to settle, like give my wife a much-needed bath, settle scv bills, phone bills, arts camp blah blah.
btw, i GOT A BLOODY RESERVIST CALL UP LETTER!!!!!!! ARGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!
THE PROBLEM HERE IS THAT ITS IN JUNE BEFORE ARTS CAMP AND EVEN THOUGH ITS A ONE-DAY AFFAIR AND BRIEFING, IT MEANS I HAVE TO HAVE TO..
CUT MY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!
haha, i m toying with the idea of sneaking in without a hair cut. prob is need to wear no 4 uniform..hmm..wud be glad to meet up with all my old army mates though, esp fuckers like bao4 ge, detong, qingnan, married ben (i wonder hows his kid now), ian, weifeng, jeremy hahah! so long havent seen them, wonder how they are man....i can oredi imagine the platoon gathering at ATC for the first time, talking about how each other have grown fatter, words of "ho2 sey3 bo2?" all around, and rekindling all the old dirty and fucked-up jokes hahaha..and of coz chee chow weng will be going around trying to sell insurance as usual.
we are in the semi-finals!!!!! yeah man!!!!!
a last minute goal from irfan sealed the victory. Medicine led 1-0 at a stage, when our keeper made a mistake and they scored from the only shot of their match. Basically they camped in their own half for the entire match and played a defensive game..prob fighting for a draw which would lead to a penalty shoot-out, which is the last bloody thing that we want, coz a shoot-out is all based on luck.
ben scored 10 minutes into the second half, which was a huge relief to all of us..and then in the final minute of the game, irfan scored with the first and only touch of his game! everyone was like damn happy and excited lah! coz we kept pressing and pressing but just couldnt get the killer goal.
on a personal note, i wasnt very satisfied with my own performance. Was subsituted at half-time. Cocked up with 2 bad free-throws. Felt i did ok with my attacking runs, but was honestly very tired after a long dae. Havent had a good rest the past few days prior to sat, and then woke up damn early for Futsal Open. Was refereeing and helping out for the entire dae till the evening match..so much that by the time we were warming up for the game, i already felt that i wasnt in the best physical condition, and my ankle's giving me problems again, but like what alex wud say, you just wanna play in the biggest games man.
every competitive player would tell u they strive to play in every match, if not what the fuck u join a competition for. Really felt i could have done better, but the important thing is the team won, and we got thru. Thats the most important thing. Anyway, i cant look back now, there's still the next game with bizad on wed. One more win, and we ll be thru to the final. And in a final, anything can happen.
sometimes...i wonder how my life would have turned out if i had continued with e soccer team in jc....
anyway thanks to all who came down to help in Futsal Open!! :p coz of the unfortunate rain some matches were postponed so next sat will conclude them.
got one last ps essay due on thurs. After that shiok oredi lah! I have always said that i looked very much foward to this sem's exams, becoz that means FOP coming, Arts camp coming, and 3 months of holidaes!
Saturday, March 26, 2005
wo xiang zhe ni de hei ye
wo xiang zhe ni de rong yan
fan fan fu fu gu zhan nan miangao shu wo ni yi yang gu zhan miangao shu wo ni ye pan wo chu xian
wo xiang zhe ni de hei ye wo xiang zhe ni de rong yanfan fan fu fu gu zhan nan miangao shu wo ni xiang wo qian bai biangao shu wo yi qie dou hui shi xian<
> another classic and fave song.....
futsal open later..bring it on yeah! last sports cell project of the Sem.
happy birthdae again janice and chermaine!! :p
Friday, March 25, 2005
min min wrote me a nice little letter and gave me an Essence Chicken todae haha..so sweet!! :p
long dae man..continue to pia my essay..then asked for an extension from my ps tutor for another essay supposedly due next mondae, but she allowed me until thurs! haha happy sia..at least now i can concentrate on futsal on sat first.
ifg soccer with SDE was a super tight match man..in the end it ended on a 2-2 draw, which means we are thru to the next round as Group 3 champions, but we ll need to play a wildcard game with the 3rd runner up group, which is Medicine-the doctors to be haha. Hmmm..watched them play before, and the good thing about Med is that their players play quite frequently, so they are kinda used to each other's style much longer..teamwork also better.
i m excited to be up against people like hualong, jieli, hua yang, possibly james. Know a lot of the med guys, would be great to be facing them..i hope kaijie plays too. That fucker, we still have a lot of personal duel to settle. I rem last time sec 3 played against him during inter-class got into a fight. Hope to see him again on sat haha.
Thursday, March 24, 2005
i am in the clubroom now..getting ready for another sleepless night..another battle with my essay! heh heh
ridhwan is besides me looking at scantily clad pictures of malay girls in this issue's Maxim as i am busy typing here. Being a hot-blooded male, i cant help but look across my shoulder now and then. Realize that i havent been updating my collection of male magazines such as FHM etc etc for a few months now haha! Last time i never fail to miss any issue. hmm..now the singapore version of maxim seems to be better than fhm singapore, which i feel got a bit stale liao
went back home for a while just now, first time in a few daes haha, and then now i m back again hahahah.. first time i ride my bike in 2 days too, which is shiok lah..i get a real high and kick out of it, kinda like an addiction.
maybe riding is the closest thing u can get to flying? haha..
todae steve chia and slyvia lim from the opposition came to our gps lecture and gave a panel talk. Very interesting to talk to these people face to face. haha. Was a great enlightenment lah
tomolo facing SDE. tough match. I need my rest, but yet i cant sleep tonight coz of essay. BAH haha. At least i think tom we have the full squad coming down, which would be good. Win tom, and we should automatically qualify for the semis.
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
3rd Arts Camp meeting todae..really hasnt been easy coordinating with all my other concurrent commitments, but i know deep down inside that things will turn out well, and i m confident that it will.
doesnt matter what others say.
doesnt matter what others think.
as long as i believe in myself, i ll give the world a fucking good Arts Camp.
i m not a Christian, but i suddenly feel like saying to God:
Dear God, may You give me the perseverance and spirit to draw on all my strengths, all my reserves, all my energy.....
to make June 20th to 24th a success.
God give me strength and peace.
Amen.
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
food hunt was good, a little bit of unhappiness over some issues but on the whole, it was def more of a success..and ended on a good note..i was quite xian couldnt participate much coz of the long long long council meeting, which as usual, was full of level4000 politics.
todae was tough for me again duh, but i chose to look on the bright side of things. My wife was wheel-clamped!!! grrrr..i only parked at the carpark below arts building for not even 2 hours and then kena. Somemore the motorbike slots were all full thats why i parked it at one spot. Yup, $100 gone just to release the wheel clamp..damn!
anyway on the bright side, my gps tutor gave me an A- to A (why e hell got such kind of grade) for my gps essay..and we won the ifg soccer match todae against SOC 3-0..only got to play during the second half but still quite shiok lah. next up is SDE on thurs.
futsal open needs more teams! Anyone reading this and interested pls sign up to support support!!!
got 2 essays coming up which i need to finish in 7 daes, in between all that is of coz ifg soccer and futsal open, as well as Arts Camp meeting tom..another packed week ahead but i see it again as a challenge! :p actually this whole sem..and maybe this entire mc term has been a personal challenge for myself
i love challenges....
yesterdae night i dreamt about arts camp..i dreamt that i was at this room in SRC with Stevie..arts camp was going on..i saw the new batch of freshmen..having a lot of fun..cheering..laughing..damn sweet lah..in fact the dream was so sweet that i only woke up at 1150 when my tutorial was at 12 haha!
back to work......
Saturday, March 19, 2005
YAHOOOOOOOOOO ESSAY S DONE, HANDED UP, U CAN SCREW OFF MAN! :p
what a long long long nite yest..glad that i survived..phew, now for 2 more essays in the coming 10 days..i better start earlier man..
1 last bike instalment and i ll be free! Damn xiong man, road tax, road test, bike insurance renewal fees all coming up..will amount up to a few hundred bucks..man..but nmind, tahan a while more can liao!!
NUSSU Council meeting tom, where according to Steven, fireworks are expected. Some one might be trying to sack another in the Council...tsk tsk, politics again. Learnt a lot since being in Council after joining MC..Got to know a lot of big issues and macro stuff, meet a lot of different student leaders, a lot of contacts and of coz, new frenz.
after that got Food Hunt!! haha, actually i m very much looking foward to it..think it ll be damn fun lah..wanna see jianwu in action also..he s done a great job so far, and everyone's very impressed with him. Gotta wake up early, so i better sleep early too~
the one thing which sored my happy dae: was riding along bukit timah just now, then squeeze here and there in between vehicles, until one point when i lazily didnt shift up my right leg..basket then my ankle was pushed against the kerb, wah pain sia. Now i worry whether my feet wud be in proper condition on mondae for ifg soccer, shucks man. Think i better let my ankle rest over the weekend. Still a bit of sharp pain when i run now, damn!
i am going to enjoy my treasured weekend!! :)
Friday, March 18, 2005
sitting in the clubroom now, ready to do battle with my history essay tonight!! dun intend to sleep liao man
had ifg soccer training just now with the Arts team..it was great fun, and in those few hours, it really kept my mind off from other stuff. SDE won SOC 3-1 todae, which means our opponent on mondae would be SOC.. They dun look that strong unlike SDE, whom we are expecting a tough fight. Somemore they got 2 angmohs on their team haha.
Glad that our team todae had quite a bit of team spirit and we could string together some good movements. Considering that its the first time a lot of us play with each other, it was pretty good haha. We also got a number of good left-footers on the team, which will life down the left flank much easier.
Charlie, the Beach Volleyball Peagant MC, doesnt look he plays soccer, but haha, he sure is a good player man. Was impressed. Once again, looks can be deceiving.
Looking very much foward to the first game on mondae....
Meanwhile...its back to my essay.... Duh
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Was touched by those who showed concern for me these few daes..diana, grace, and yuyan. Haha, thanks..love u people~
in clubroom blasting jolin songs and reflecting todae's thoughts...
was in a very bad mood just now..one of those daes man..fortunately towards the end of the day, everything turned out much brighter on a personal level. Looking foward to Arts ifg soccer training with the team tomolo..Went down src to check out the other teams just now..Glad that the organizing and coordinating part for ifg soccer was ok, at least me and mr chiang 's efforts werent wasted.
law is good, usp sucks, but they got NUS no 1 keeper. Medicine surprisingly played well, haha, saw a lot of old faces during the match between them and Science. Hua long, hua yang, havard, james, jieli, lester, jit tong haha, all those familiar faces from hwa chong. When i left, medicine was leading science 1-0..hmm, interesting..considering everyone wanted to draw medicine in their group during the balloting haha..wonder what the end result was..
I need a break. I need football back in my life. I need that competitive streak back in my life. When i saw the matches just now, my feet got so fucking itchy man.
Still not talking to my brother. Just get pissed and disappointed again when i see him.
my hotmail account has ballooned!!! HAHAHAHA, from 2mb to 25 mb and it will be 250 mb in 30 days time..Wow, isnt that fantastic? hahaha, thanks a lot tanny! what a sly move man...
bought a massager the other dae, and been using it quite often. Some people like Elaine says it looks like a vibrator, haha..in any case, the massager costs only one buck, so much cheaper than the real thing lah. hmmm..but it kinda WORKS like the real thing. Man, it even has different pointed covers to give u a different feel to it hahaha
tsk tsk, horny girls.....read somewhere in a past FHM magazine survey that girls aged 21- 25 will more or less reach their sexual peak, while for guys this peak is reached when they are around 17-22..hmmm, so if you are a 21 year old girl now do watch out for the rise of your raging hormones
been burying myself in researching work and materials these few daes for my military history essay, plus preparing for ifg soccer, which starts tomolo. i cant wait for it to finish man, this wud be more or less the last of my ifg commitments, after which i can really really concentrate 100 percent on Arts Camp.
realize that i wud be missing out on Sports Camp..damn..really wanna go back there as a councillor man..had so much fun there last year hahaha..the people around there are quite different from the people around Arts Club. I also wanna go back PA camp haha, where i realli feel my university life begins from there man..The thought of partnering John together as councillors is exciting and mouth-watering haha!
Monday, March 14, 2005
spent 90 bucks on my wife today, got a new caburator, a new spark plug, new engine oil. Now she s purring with delight. Meeeooowwww...
oooh, i love pussy cats hahahahah
was sneezing the whole day, one of those days when i woke up with a runny nose. Had a relaxing dinner at hmv nydc with maine maine (yesh i am still going to call u that haha), wendy, ade and don. Wah, so long never go out with my old frenz and classmates liao hahahaa..ordered a mochamisu coz i tried their tiramisu mudpie before which pretty much sucks.....and realized that the mochamisu sucks even more! hahaha
hmmm..first time in a few months when i take a public bus..Felt kinda funny..As peter told me todae, not having yr bike around is like having yr wings clipped or yr legs chopped off...you feel so stified and restrained..so lost of yr freedom.
ifg track and field is cancelled! bah, once again, after spending so much time preparing the team, kumar and my efforts are wasted again. Haha, realli too bad man, considering the fact that we have UK Shyam heh
wrote a letter to every single member of the MC yest also..hopefully a little letter and words of encouragement can brighten up everyone :)
finally found the time to work out at the gym todae..haha, been putting it off for quite a while
my dear bikee babe, when will u drop by?
been waiting..waiting...waiting..
Sunday, March 13, 2005
as i was telling suzi and joey yest, what a long long dae it was haha..
things didnt start off well when i woke up in the morning at 7am coz of a history fieldtrip.. My brother had a very very heated argument with me over a stupid issue in which we almost came to blows. It affected me a lot, becoz it was the first time in years when we quarrel until lydat. It didnt help that he wasnt in a very good mood early in the morning coz the previous night he was rushing his essay, and me as well coz i had to rush hurriedly to school or i might miss the fieldtrip bus. We shouted, screamed at each other and it was a really a terrible quarrel. My sister quickly woke up to try and make peace between us. I was seething with anger becoz i tot it was such a trivial issue, and if he was unhappy earlier, he should have told me about it the previous times.
My sis then told me it s kinda like an accumulation thing for my bro, becoz he doesnt get angry that often, which makes sense. But i m just very disappointed becoz i felt if he had been upset over these things earlier and told me, i wouldnt have done them. How would i have know how u felt when u didnt say or voice out anything in the past????
to all those who are planning to have at least 3 kids next time in yr family, be prepared for scenarios like that of mine.
Anyway, i then rushed off to school. Coz i was late after the argument, i wasnt in a very peaceful mood to ride. And there was this part along bukit timah road, when the driver of a long comfort bus simply u-turned out and blocked the entire fucking road without even fucking checking. I almost got into an accident. Managed to e-brake in time. Was shocked at first then got pissed off at his audacity. I horned him continuously before riding up beside him, made sure he was looking at me, held one hand on my bike and raise my left hand to give him a 3rd finger.
Its basic driving etiquette to raise yr hand and acknowledge yr driving mistake if u had committed one. This guy didnt even bother to do that, which was what made me so pissed.
further great news laid in store. When i reached school and alighted from my bike, the fieldtrip bus went off right in front of me! hah, jianwu immediately called me to follow the bus, which i bo bian had to do. So i rode my bike behind the bus and followed it all the way to Sembawang Park, haha..steam man. Didnt help that the bus was moving so slowly and it was using diesel, which means all the exhaust smoke keep churning into my face.
Anyway eventually the history group went Changi, went Pasir Panjang, then Labrador Park (very good location agreed by both me and jianwu to be a lovers spot). When the bus reached school again, i had to go down all the way to Sembawang Park again by cab to retrieve my wife, then ride back all the way to school again for openhouse. We got 170 plus freshmen who signed up i think..at least a consolation for the dae. Apparently lotsa girls haha..and onli 20 odd guys lydat? hahaha
hah, then my wife gave me problems. Engin oil level low, so i had to go and buy a new bottle. Made a mistake of over-topping the oil level, so i had to try and remedy the situation haha. Was fixing the bike halfway at src when it rained heavily disrupting my work. Anyway i had to rush for ah bian's function at kr guild house with the Chen Shui Bian group.
hahahah, the function was hmmm..well, a wierd experience. Tot the programs and food werent that particularly good, but must support ah bian mah haha. Elaine and lynette were hot, as usual. HAAHHAHA. Got a kick seeing guys coming up to talk to them. Elaine looks like this mudpie, and she has cheeks which seem very nice to squeeze and pinch (which reminds me of jia jia heh) . Her usual cheeky and horny self HAHAHAHAHH!!
and of coz, as usual, got people say i look beng again..duh..whazzup man haha
after the function, went back to src to fix my bike till almost one am...phew..the engine still couldnt start and i decided not to risk it. Glad that there were 2 little cats accompanying me in the long deserted night..haha..wanted to play with them but my hands were oily..decided to leave the bike there and call my fren to tow it away, prob on monday. Went back to club room to sleep, becoz somehow i didnt feel like going back home.
Saturday, March 12, 2005
AHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA I CANT BELIEVE IT!! I M SACKED FROM TUITION!!!!!!! THE GREAT MIGHTY HOCK IS SACKED!!!!
*THUNDER FLASHES AND LIGHTNING STRIKES*
heh heh..it all began on wed afternoon, when i received this sms.
"Dear Mr Chua, i would like to cancel yao yang's tuition with effect from today. Apologies for any inconvenience caused."
at first i thought the kid's parent only wanted to cancel that day's session, but after reading the sms longer, i realise the words "WITH EFFECT FROM TODAE"
hahahaha, nmind..lucky i still got the other crazy kid with me. at least now my wednesdays wud be more free
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
thank you gracey for giving me 2 lovely and wonderful massage todae haha! miraculously my headaches seem to go away after the massage.
i was telling her that all girls should learn to give good massages, so that next time when their husbands come back home from work, they will really appreciate it haha.. Grace will make a good wife next time. *thumbs up! *
didnt sleep again..todae was one very very very hectic dae for me man..got stuff all the way till night time.... booked eusoff hall for arts camp in the morning, did a bit of booth duty for carnival and fop booth, contacted ifg hockey teams, went for marketing project discussion (which i didnt contribute at all so far heh), went beach vball de-briefing in the evening, planned for ifg soccer (a big big arrow from src), came back to school at twelve midnight to mend the carnival stuff, till now. then concurrently studying my marketing project stuff and watching football.
haha, think i m getting better and better at multi-tasking..but what i really need is sleep.
sigh, man united out of europe again. Dunno what to say, disappointed, but it was really an uphill battle at the san siro. oh well, maybe now we can concentrate on the league and the FA cup. Watched barca vs chelsea with stevie and alex at the forum..what a goal by ronaldinho, that guy s a genius.
alex the super mugger is still wide awake haha, while alvin has just woke up to take over shift. Wah lau man, realli ma chiam like guard duty man hahaha..
have tuition later, wont be surprised if i talk rubbish again later hahah!
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
wah..what a long long long 2 daes..sundae went back school during day time to settle admin and carnival stuff..then at night went isis charity dinner at coffee club at raffles place..haha eunice olsen is much much more stunning in real life. Enjoyed the evening, though i cant understand why everyone still says i dress like ah beng when i took one of the milder shirts oredi in my wardrobe.. haha..frankly it amuses me a lot, all these comments.
tot the place was very nice..very windy and serene atmosphere...
had supper at lau pat sa before going back school again to set up the stuff for Arts Carnival, before finally sleeping for a few hours.
haha, becoz of that, i look kinda dazy todae..and lots of things happened todae..sigh, still feel very bad and guilty about making those remarks to one of my frenz, whom i have never seen him angry before. I realli didnt know and mean it bro..sorry once again...
finally managed to squeeze out some time to service my wife. Got a new sprocket and chain for her haha..now she feels more smooth..Way to go girl~ got road tax renewal coming up on march 25th..the last time i went there i still rem a lot of things happen to me in my life..
anyway, ahahah, tuition todae was bad! i was like incredibly talking halfway and sleepin, yah, kinda like sleeptalking. Was going thru science (the diff kind of forces) with my boy, and then suddenly i will nod off and say names like Yaozhong, Steven, Beng Chong!!! HAHAHHA, not joking man!
Me: alrite Zibin, a force can be a push or pull. It can be created but cannot be destroyed, (nods off), Yaozhong, yah then
My boy: huh??! whats yaozhong??
Me: (realizing i made a mistake and tried to brush it off) oh, nahhh, i was referring to my friend in school who used to be very good at teaching forces (i said something like this)
moments later.....
Me: Kinetic energy is then converted to (nods off)..Beng Chong..yah..and then to light and heat energy
My boy: (even more confused look) teacher, who s beng chong?
Me: hahaha, (sheepish look) nahh, not important
in the end i even scolded him coz towards the end of the lesson, he felt very tired as well and sleepy. HAHAHAHHAHAHA
Sunday, March 06, 2005
hmmm..disappointing match todae..we lost 5-1, mainly coz we didnt have a keeper at all, and we didnt even get to stretch or settle down before the referee decided to start the match..haha, at least got another good workout and tan...
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he doesnt realize how much he miss her
until thursdae night
maybe all this while he has been trying to hide the pain inside
maybe all this while he has been putting up a front as well
maybe all this while he has been forcing himself to ignore her
he wanted to turn left so badly into st21 just now at 1240 am..down that familiar road where he could see her again
his heart tells him to go, but his mind tells him not to.
would he be able to control his emotions seeing all the familiar surroundings again?
he remembers the football field, where he was once playing a match. He remembers very clearly that she actually did went down to see him when she said she cant be bothered to, but when the match ended and he rushed to look for her, she was gone.
that was always the way she was. Doing so many little things for him which he cant see.
he remembers the ntuc mini-mart on the left, where he rushed in to buy grapes and apples for her when he realized that she was sick. He remembers how worried he was during that time, that he couldnt be bothered with anything else and just wanted to go down and see her.
he remembers going into the nearby petrol station where he bought breakfast for her so that her maid can give it to her when she wakes up.
he remembers the porch outside her house, where they sat together talking after he sent her home from newton food market.
he remembers how much he loves her dog, which he always feel is so much like her, drowsy at times, playful at times. He remembers how her dog always put its head in between the gates so that he cant pat him. He miss her dog very much, and her little rabbits.
he remembers the nearby neighbourhood, where he spent so much time searching for a suitable location where he can place the candles, eventually deciding on the playground. He remembers the strong wind which keeps blowing off the candles and he has to keep lighting them up again and again. He remembers buying one big pack of sparklers so that he could light them up as well and have fun playing with her. He remembers how disappointed and dejected when he left.
That pack of unused sparklers is still lying in his room todae.
he remembers so many many many things.
he doesnt understand why, doesnt understand why so many memories suddenly keep flooding his mind.
he doesnt understand why he shed tears on thurs night.
when he sat there looking at the screen, he just couldnt control himself.
he realized that there were so many question marks still buried deep in his heart that were finally unearthed and answered on thurs.
maybe it all started on Jan 21st at Rouge, when everything just flowed back to his mind.
Everything.
Every single thing which he thought he had already laid to rest.
maybe all this time he has been running away himself.
Friday, March 04, 2005
had a long long dae..something quite shocking and major happened to one of my frenz..
tired, but big thanks to this person who made a difference once again in my life. :p
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
soci mid-term was ok i guess..hope i dun write out of point though, but heck, i dun like to talk about tests or exams which has passed..
played soccer in the evening, woooooooo, my fave outlet for letting off steam and just keeping my mind off everything. The sun was damn bright again, haha so got another consecutive tan todae after Beach Vball. Shiok man.
Guys just wanna play ball. No matter what kind of ball. It means so much to many of us.
Did a rough calculation just now. Effectively my next few sats wud be all filled up by Arts Club events. Phew...the magical IFG deadline is approaching, and i am frantically trying to assemble the Hockey team. Hocky doing Hockey team haha. Hmmm..doing IFG hasnt been easy realli..forming teams for almost 20 sports for the whole year. Can be very very very tiring at times. When i come home after a long dae of MC work, i still have to handle, reply emails about IFG enquiries, call sms people, settle registration and clear deadlines...a lot of extra administrative work.
SRC likes to shoot a lot of arrows to all the Sports Directors as well, something which has really been a sore and irritating to me, becoz its not as if we oredi dun have enuff MC work and projects to settle. I ll still have to coordinate the soccer ifg for all the facs duh.
I rem during elections, Jaspar oredi warned me, and told me that Sports Director post will make u very xian wan. Jason, the previous Sports Sec, told me that he felt so so so drained after the entire year of ifg when he handed over to me last year. I still rem him saying that while others are busy studying for tests or even exams, he still has to settle his ifg teams. Nobody appreciates what he does also, becoz IFG is a very separate entity from other MC work and projects.
If i m not wrong, last year Jason concentrated on doing IFG, while Priscilla concentrated on projects. He certainly had much more passion for IFG than i do, and he went down virtually to almost all the games to support the Arts team, something which a lot of people dunch know about. In the end, he still seems to be perceived as a slacker by his peers, and i really feel sorry for him,becoz very few people see what he has been doing behind the scenes.
It gets very tiring for me at times, but the fact that i know i have really tried my best within what God gave me --24 hours a day -- makes me feel much better. What keeps me going is the satisfaction at the end of the dae to see our Faculty team win and bring some glory to Arts. And i know this experience and post will make me mentally tougher and administratively more capable haha. I am determined to stick it through successfully, and emerge at the end of my term looking back at what i have done over the past year with pride.
Like Alex, what i do feel is that sometimes a lot of us take each other for granted. I can totally understand how Steven felt last time, and i sympathize with him strongly. This kind of thing inevitably happens, and sometimes, whats important in life is to pause, and show appreciation towards each other, after all the sacrifices in our own personal lives that we have made.
Even a few words of encouragemen can make a person's day. So, why not be generous and show yours todae?
on mondae night when i was mugging at the macdonald at bukit panjang plaza, this guy sitting directly in front of me at the next table was trying to impress his opposite number, a girl. Let us call this guy Spiderman, and the girl Mary Jane.
Anyway, haha, Spiderman was talking VERY LOUDLY all the way to Mary Jane, so much that i could hear everything which he was saying. And i couldnt help grinning to myself. The thing is that he keeps talking non-stop, and the girl was like damn xian diao. She was like looking around the whole room, while Spidie was talking about how he sucked at playing mahjong, how he sucked in studies, how he sucked in his life and how xian he is, and he keeps sighing. Funny thing is that he sounds so proud to tell Mary Jane how he sucked in almost everything he does, while she was visibly uncomfortable and unease. Keep glancing around the place nervously.
Just nice i was studyin Sociology, so might as well took the chance to observe them haha. Anyway stupid Spidie was so noisy that i couldnt concentrate.
after a while, Mary Jane buay tahan and suggest they leave the place. All this time, stupid Spiderman got this silly grin on his face HAHAHHA, whatss up man? i get the feeling that it was kinda like a blind or internet date between them haha..
the conclusion of this is that there is no conclusion hahahahahah, was in a soci mood lah. But how can Spidie impress the girl if he keeps potraying an image of being a loser cum woosie? Not saying that guys should put up a fake front when on a date with a girl, but by putting yrself in the worst and negative light, its not going to get u anywhere isnt it..
