Memories...
Saturday, April 08, 2006
had a great nap..finally. And when i woke up, the 1st person i thought of was u...Sometimes i really wish i could share with u some of these feelings but i cant.. There is a huge wall of metal bricks surrounding me, built up of the residue of hurt left from previous r/ss. Scar-red me so much that i always think of a thousand things before i entrust my feelings totally for a person. There are those who chided me for not daring to say how i feel, but they have not been in my shoes and gone thru what i have, so how would they understand the pain i went thru in the past and why its so hard for me to say what i feel?
Thats why i said i love e movie Hitch...granted, it s just a movie, but read between the lines and the scenes..and u ll see a lot of things. Esp of how the past affects the present.
Maybe the time is just not right yet..time, as always, will reveal a lot of things.
my sis s back from australia after a week, and she brought back VERY NICE AUSSIE CHOCOLATES!! Had a nice chat with her over dinner..sure glad to see her..
hmm..1 paper down, 2 more to go. 1 more week of sleepless nights..but i m positive everything ll turn out fine. :) must thank ridz who have given me so much help and advice with my essays, and bobsie who is ever determined to wake me up from my sleep at ALL costs..thanks guys! Appreciate it man..
Decided to go for a jog to clear my mind before going back into the warzone..