Memories...
Monday, July 07, 2008
ON COMMENCEMENT PART 1
A short word about the weekend: It was fantastabulous as usual. Wah lan, 2 texas poker nights in a row, what more could I ask for man hahaha..Plus a delightful BBQ with the 26th OAC at Peh's place. I always lurve OAC bbqs..heh, our fire & food always sibei steady wan.
Anyway, went for Commencement today. Was a long ceremony, and obviously I felt really proud to have received my scroll from President Nathan. =) My whole family was there as well, & I took lotsa pictures.
But....something just didnt feel right. I even felt numb to the entire occasion. And I figured it was the company haha. Coz its really more exciting, fun, dynamic, relaxed, & informal to commence with one's fellow Honours friends & classmates. Heh heh, thankfully Damien was sitting beside me, so we could spend the entire ceremony chatting with each other.
As such, I m really looking forward to Thurs's commencement with the PS & Soci peeps! =) Didnt have the chance to throw my mortar hat todae, coz I m saving it for Thurs wahahaha! And I m looking forward to taking PS Hons cohort picture together hee.
In short, I feel the company around you during Commencement is really v v impt. And whoever is reading this, pls rem to wear white top for the ceremony k. Looks much nicer when taking photos. =)
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On a separate note, I think its best that things remain this way. I thought quite hard about it. And I feel this is the best for both yourself & myself.
The times we had were beautiful, sweet, happy, & blissful memories which I ll always hold dear to my heart. =) I loved u deeply. I still did for a long long time even after u left me.
In fact, it is only 11 days to 18th July 2008. Almost a year le.
You asked me back then at Chjimes under the lighted tree; how long I might possibly wait for u to come back.
I said I didn't know. The only thing I know is that I ll wait.
Which is why I wasn't able to give my heart to anyone else.
I dun fall easily into love. But when I do, I fall really really deeply.
Maybe things would have been different if you have told me earlier.
Maybe things would not have been different.
But in any case, there is now someone else who cares for u, someone else who can take care of u & make u happy. Someone that u shud look forward to to build new, happy memories. =)
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I found this on a website:
What does love mean?
If you love someone because you think he or she is really gorgeous,
Then its not love..
Its' "INFATUATION"
If you love someone because you think that you shouldn't leave him because others think you shouldn't,
Then its not love..
Its' "COMPROMISE"
If you love someone because you can't live without his touch,
Then its not love..
Its' "LUST"
If you love someone because you have been kissed by him,
Then its not love..
Its' "INFERIORITY COMPLEX"
If you love someone because you can't leave him thinking that it would hurt his feeling,
Then its not love..
Its' "CHARITY"
If you love someone because you share everything with him,
Then its not love..
Its' "FRIENDSHIP"
But if you feel the pain of the other person more than him even when he is stable
And you cry for him,
That's "LOVE"
If you get attracted by other people but stay with him without any regrets,
That's "LOVE"
If you let him go knowing that he has to go but he doesn't want to,
That's "LOVE"
