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Memories...

Sunday, January 23, 2005

FRIDAE

slept for onli 4 hours plus and reached school by noon in preparation for Arts Bash at rouge. Was going to be a big night for all of us, and of coz xuzi. Everytime before a big project, there s always this hmm..how should i put it..an atmosphere of anticipation, tension and excitement? it kinda reminds me of army daes, that kind of feeling you get before a battalion full-troop exercise..when u are just there..waiting for the siren to sound...And then once it sounds, people running here and then, shouting instructions..loading logistics, weapons, ammo, supplies..preparing the tanks..the armoured vehicles..the recce bikes.

anyway, preparations for the bash went well..whatever we could have done we had done. Programs went well..Chonghan was a fantastic MC..it s never easy to be an MC at a bash event coz the crowd tends to be more reserved. (esp before the booze comes in) The Rouge admin was totally FUCKED UP and went back a lot on their previous agreements and words. It sure wasnt easy for e all of us that night.

i was personally pissed with 2 fuckers that night. i was carrying some stuff with alvin and we had to pass thru a lot of people. Got this fucker said mockingly in my face SORRY!! as we passed by him. DUN EVER FUCKING TRY THAT WITH HOCK. Maybe that asshole was drunk. Its so easy to mock at someone when he has his hands full of boxes and shit. I thought about going back to find him when i finished my log stuff, but tot it was quite pointless, esp when i m have a lanyard around my neck saying Arts Bash Crew.

then got this other fucker after the previously mentioned fucker. Again i was going to collect log stuff. This was this little space where we both had to walk past each other. And both of us didnt want to give way to the other, so we basically shoved our way past each other. After which we both looked very hard and stared at each other. u know, what people call diao3..try that on me when i m not representing Arts Club..u ll get very different results :)

When you are representing an organization, you have to curb your natural animal instincts, no matter how pissed you are.

on another note, Arts Bash brought back a lot of personal memories for me...so much that it disturbed me for the whole night....my mind went back to the previous Arts Bash 2..where all these images just keep flashing past me...got me a bit emotional..i suddenly remembered a lot a lot of things. I remembered that i was wearing black that night as well..i remembered i was doing bouncer duty as well..i remembered sitting at that big staircase talking with Chonghan and Xuzi about matters of the heart, with 2 jugs of long island by our side...i remembered feeling confused that night..i remembered being dragged aside and sitting on the table with you outside the club, and then on the railings..i even remembered the things we said.....

so much has happened since the last bash......

The Incredible Hock