Memories...
Saturday, February 17, 2007
I honestly think reunion dinners on chinese new year eve are just a waste of time.
That's one thing about us Chinese. We are very good at wayanging and doing things for show. I lost faith in family reunion dinners ever since i was a kid, and after my grandfather passed away.
I mean, whats e point of eating a dinner together to wayang out a symbol of family unity when family unity in the house has been lost for so fucking long? In fact, i have come to dread reunion dinners. Confirm i noe some one, either my mum or dad or sis will kao bei for 1 reason or another. And i was right. Every year it happens.
So my sister cried a bit just now at the dinner. What the fuck la, i was like thinking. Why cry over a wayang dinner and show? What does a pointless reunion dinner have to make u wanna shed tears for it? I cant remember when is the last time my family had dinner together, yes thats right. Exactly 1 year ago during reunion dinner ' 05. Thinking about this fact makes me more sick.
And my dad never changes. Talk what shit about coe cars at lowest price in years, and got the cheek to ask my sis and bro "So how? Shall WE get a car?" Kanina la, if u wanna buy car use your own capability to buy yourself la. Obviously he's hoping to leech on my sister (who's working oredi) and my bro (who's graduating). What the fuck?! Notice that he didnt dare to ask me. Not becoz i oredi own a bike, but because throughout all these years, i dun hold back what i feel or say towards him. Thats why he never dares to bully me, but everytime target my bro (who's more mild-mannered) and my sis.
So as usual for a number of years, i was the 1st to be at the dining meal, and the 1st to leave the dinner. Just wanna get it over and done with.
Why? Becoz it doesnt mean a shit to me at all. And i hate to do things which i dun believe in.
Fucking reunion dinners.